Sundance,
O my..no wonder you have a hard time sleeping. I definately think you should try changing the room. Buy new curtains (that you like because it sounds like you hate the ones you have) why keep something in your room that does not please you. Your room should be a place of solstice for you. I understand that cost can be a factor but maybe at some point you might think about buying a new bed. You might be surprised how much better you can sleep when you are in a new bed with no old memories.
I definately feel that if you make your room more your own place you can have pleasant dreams. Even doing something like a new coat of pain or new nightstand. Stencils are fun too!

Stay strong,
Jessica

You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again.