Hi, today was a very bad day hurting inside and out too the point that my wife noticed all day long... We had gone to an amusment park with our 4 kids.. My one son who is my stepson is bipolar from his fathers side. He gave me so much trouble to day that it was driving near and near my breaking point...
My wife and kids [ 2 step sons andmy son and my daughter] are the only thing that is keeping me going...
It was because of them that I went too a new doctor and I told her most of my past but it's still hard to tell her all, she put me on effxcor 150mg. a day....
It has helped at times but now i'm starting to get some of the feelings back again.... I hate when they see me like this..
Thank you for your advice. MAC goodnite...