This is really terrible, and i feel so guilty. but i met one of my boyfriend's friends , Danny . and i was extremely shy , My boyfriend Isaac was telling him a story and had left something out, which i thought was funny . so i whispered to Isaac what he'd forgotten to tell Danny, Danny thought it was cute how shy i was, he said he'd never met a girl like me before and that i was good looking, which made me feel really good about myself. i dunno why he could think a million girls are "good looking"

Isaac and Danny are tattoo artists , Isaac did a really amazing piece on my thigh , its really beautiful . and he sent a picture of it to Danny , he said that he liked the piece , and then said that my legs looked good. Then isaac went to buy me candy at the store Danny works at, and text Danny saying we were just in the store we were gonna say hi but he was busy ,Danny asked why we went ,Isaac responded "i had to go get Lakayla some candy . shes a little kid aha" Danny says "Yeah but shes cute though(:", Isaac asked "do you have a crush on her or what ?" he said yes sorta jokingly but he keeps saying things to Isaac about how i'm pretty and cute.

and i feel like its sweet..and i wanted to go to the store he worked at to see him,and Isaac let me text him for a little while..

I dont find him attractive , i dont think hes cute or anything. hes just being sweet to me and its making me feel good about myself. i want to see him , and talk to him .. i dont have a "crush" on him, i dunno what it is ! if Isaac knew he'd be hurt like he doesn't love me good enough .. but i feel like maybe Isaac hasn't been treating me so well all the time more recently and its making this happen.. i completely love Isaac. and wouldn't ever want to be with anyone else. This other kid is just making me feel special.. Isaac does make me feel special . but sometimes i feel like when he compliments me. its because he has too.. because he's my boyfriend.

Maybe im attention needy? i dunno //: