((((((((((((((((lilith))))))))))))))))))

honey, i know this is so hard. i know how it feels to be so mentally and physically tired that you KNOW you can't take another dang thing, and that's when it seems to pile.

just know you're not alone, sweetie, and are cared for.

is there anyone you have in real life to be there with you right now? we're here and listening. we care.

if i could come and sit with you just for you to slump and rest, i would... can you imagine that i am doing that? can you just slump and know you're not alone in those thoughts and i'm saying "i know. i know." it is hard. it hurts. it will not always be so hard or hurt so much.

love,

kd