just imagine my being there, holding your hand, sitting beside you as you "let it go". know that i'm understanding every word you're saying as i've been through most of it myself. know that i still get there sometimes too and it does get better. it might not stay that way, or be fine, but it does relieve just a bit.

if you need to pm to say things that you might not want to here, you can.

i hope you're safe right now, lilith.

KD