I have been so good with not cutting of late for what seems like the longest of times..............BUT, i have a thing about pulling my hair out, started a few years back and I go through stages of doing it obsessively and it takes everything Ihave to make myself stop. Its like its a little competition or something, standing infront of the mirror and snapping hair out of my scalp...........anyway, I notice of late I have become very unafraid of pulling out my hair in public..........will be having a conversation with someone and hello, there goes another hair.............I think its a good thing that I don't hide it because I feel that secrecy just feeds things............................however, I don't want to end up with massive hairless patches. Does anyone else have understanding of this???????
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