sabrina....i keep coming back to your post and want to respond to it but i'm afraid you will take my response the wrong way so please bear in mind that i'm writing this as someone who cares about you....why spend a whole weekend worrying?...why not look at it as time for yourself to indulge in selfish pleasures....read, go shopping....watch a couple of good movies.......i used to dread my time alone until i realized that i'm pretty good company to myself......lol.....just my thoughts sabrina....