Thanks for the support. Sometimes I wish that my brain didn't even think about questions like this. ha, I doubt I'll find the answers, but will let you know if I figure something out or have a moment of epiphany!

Today was somewhat of a better day. Work occupied me and I got some stuff done. My parents called to to see if I wanted to meet up for dinner. Kinda just don't feel like doing much of anything. I did walk the dog after work, went to the post office, and dropped some stuff off at the dry cleaners.