I have and my mom said that if its meant to be then we will get back together. I also know that I have a lot of issues withy myself and I remeber in the beginning og our relationship I told her if she ever fell out of love with me i would let her go and she told me that if I needed help with myself and if she became a burden then she would break up with me and help me as a friend until I get back on my feet or if I didnt want to be friends she would try to help fom a far so im also wondering if that could be the real reason y she broke up with me. Idk I hope is that I do have some issues with myself but u know I thought I was doing ok with myself and taking it slow but I guess she felt that it wasnt enough. Idk i9f thats it or not im hoping thats it cause in the beginning of febuary I started seeking help from a therapist and its helping it really is even though we still had arguments not to the serious extent not like before but yeah. We saw each other the sunday before last and she told me that she didnt feel happy to see me. Before then we didnt see each other for a month because she wanted to seperate. I had my objuections but I went with it. During those times I argued with her about seeing me trying to see how long it would be but the thing is instead of asking I kinda tried to get her to see me. The only reason I didnt ask was because i was afraid of starting a argument but we I was trying to do did that anyway. I know I need to start asking questions more often but thats what happened and led it to this. It is my fault and I know im wrong but do u think that she still has at least a little bit of love left for me since she doing what she said she would have to do in the beginning/
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