Ok..well this is extremely embarassing for me to talk about and I don't even know why I'm talking about it at all but I've been watching porn regularly since I was 10. Mostly hentai. When I was 12 I got really interested in yaoi (guy on guy) hentai. And I was fine with that, it didn't really concern me until I was 13 or so when I discovered that I enjoyed seeing little boys do things with each other (like 5-8 year old boys ). I mean I feel disgusting, but at the same time it just turns me on more than anything else and I'm so confused.

I was sexually abused for most of my childhood so I was thinking that maybe that had something to do with it. It's not real-life porn so I'm not sure if that makes it any better. Anyways, I would like to hear what you guys/gals think. Is it ok? Is it sorta normal? Or am I just some sick pervert?