Thanks rainbow. I don't get my relationship with her at all. I was actually somewhat glad that we were going to take a week off. I thought it may get the 'umph' back into our sessions if we took a little break. Well, now that reality has settled in, I am seeing that I need that time with her more than I want to admit. Even if that session may not be particilarly that engaging or helpful, I need the consistentcy of seeing her every week. Why is that? If I really tried hard enough, couldn't I manage on my own?