hhmmm cinnamon buns (you know UPC delivers in Holland, right? ) oh...and it's actually holandesa instead of hollandsea...
I'm happy for you that you do still have your husband! but can't imagine what it's like without any family...i really wouldn't know what to do without my sis...

They didn't die at the same time by the way (thank god...i was in the lucky position with 4 parents...that would have been a lot of dying at once i'm afraid...). There were 4 yrs and then 3 months in between. Also my stepmom is not dead, she's just not in my live anymore, so i guess i'm not really counting her as a mom). But this was some yrs ago...so why i'm suddenly sad and frightened and just ...well...lost now? very 'unanounced or uninvited' indeed