sannah i just don't know.i really was working hard on trusting her and feeling close and being able to open up.now it just seems like it is all gone and i don't know why.she really didn't do anything wrong.it just isn't there nothing is and maybe im angry at that.i know it is my fault.i didn't go to therapy.i mean she even changed the date so i wouldnt miss so much T.maybe i cant handle having as much therapy as i have been having or the idea of it .i don't know.maybe T just isnt for me right now.