Thank you all for your advice. I truly appreciate. Last night I talked to her and told her i will accept being friends with her and that to give me one month in order for me to get myself together and at the end of the month decide if U want to try again or not. Ive been changing and doing more for myself since the end of january so I think im making good progress right now. But this break up was so sudden and its been four days. And everytime i think about her I get anxiety. It dosent hurt like it did two days ago i feel a lot better but I love her. But anyways after I told her that she didnt say nothing. So im guessing she was thinking and she told me she will tell me today on the phone. So anxiety is getting to me and im kinda scared of what she is gonna say so what else do u guys think?