Not sure where to post my problem .It is not really anxiety it is more stress that I'm going through and shock.

About 12 days ago some thing happen with me and my friend.Not going to say what that is private . But I will say my friend was not rude ,mean or teasing me and we where not fighting or debating just clear this up. My friend was not talking trash about me or cheating.

But for some reason I'm not sure why my friend did this and I will not ask him why.

I'm shocked and find this strange and my friend got too worked up over some thing that really is not that bad.

After my friend left I have become detached from getting out of the house , going shopping and from my friend .

I have not been going to work and not going to sleep . I'm not sleeping now only getting 4 or 5 hours of sleep and has been like this for 12 days now!!

I wake up in the night and want to get up.

All because I have become obsessive to go on the internet and find a answer to why my friend may have done this.I have been spending all day on the internet to get a answer.Not going to work do to on the internet to get a answer.Not even time to brush my teeth !! I'm not hungry and when I do eat I have to force my self to eat.

Some times when I'm on the internet or trying to sleep I think about this over and over and some times become very combative.

I still feel stress out and shocked and my heart rate is up and all sweaty and some times yell and get very combative.