No cafe for you, pbutton! You were the original face smoosher at the window, remember? Sorry you and SAW, Lola, hankster and rainbow got rained on today outside the window. I looked out the window several times, picturing you guys there and just started grinning. T kept going, "What? What are you thinking?" I didn't tell him.

The appointment went well, and I truly appreciate the pocket riders and the moral support. T was really nice, as always, and we talked about the whys of my meltdown last week, all the stuff with my friends, my family, my marriage and then the childhood issues that were getting brought up. At one point, he was talking about how normal those feelings are because therapy is "weird" and I said it probably wasn't the first time a client had said that stuff to him. He agreed it wasn't the first time, and he gets "that Jon Stewart thing" a lot. Yeah. Well. It's because you look like Jon Stewart, Idiot. Oh, and apparently, "Idiot" is not a term of endearment, according to my T. Just one more thing that I learned "wrong" during my weird childhood. hahaha. kinda funny, but not, right?