Minute by minute, XSeleneX, and the are no excuses. Second by second. There were moments when all I could do was lay on the floor and could stay sober from one second to the next on my own--no longer. If I let myself think even five minutes ahead of then I'd get overwhelmed and find a bottle and dive in.

Stay in the present. Deep breaths. You can do this, XSeleneX. I concur with madisgram ... I never did anything more important for myself than get sober!