I wish I had a direct number for her so I can leave her a message right now. I have to wait until the agency is open tomorrow and by then I will probably wimp out. I want to tell her that I have some hard stuff I want to talk about but it's hard and I need help. But I just don't think she cares or wants me to bring this stuff up. Like I'm bothering her. Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh!!!!!