oh, gee, with kids in the mix that makes it really difficult! all the more reason to get help so that you're around for them as long as possible and be a good example for them.

have you talked to your doctor about treatment/payment? can you take time off of work (if you're work outside the home) and do out-patient therapy during the day while the kids are in school?

I'm glad you're seriously considering it! xoxo