Thanks doggiedo (love your name!) I like the idea of a good "shower cry." I hardly ever cry, but the few times I did, I cried in the shower.

This is so confusing and yucky. I hate this. It's much easier to numb out and not feel anything but that is its own special kind of pain. I hate feeling this way. It's so gross.

Rainbow, I don't know what my T is for. I don't want to upset her or impose on her. But I want her to hear me and she just doesn't get it. She doesn't KNOW.