Can't say I feel it at this very moment... I also can't say I ever felt it as a child.. Last thing on mother's mind was having another child and she pretty much let me know it.. Dad wasn't around a lot, so I don't know how he felt.

But, this one guy.. Oooooo he had such a crush on me.... He was ooo so very kind and helpful... Always doing things for me and surprising me with flowers and gifts. He always complimented me and tried to make me feel good about myself...He would have given me the world if I asked him... But I was soooooo afraid of him... I didn't trust him... I thought he was just trying so hard to get sex, which I never let him.. I just knew if I let my guard down, and he "won" me, he'd turn mean and destroy what he tried to build in me....He often said he wish he had known me before I had gotten so screwed up .. I don't know if he is one of the "good" guys or not.. But I do look back and remember him fondly... He cared.. I think? Guess it has been 6 years since I last saw him... I pray he is doing well......So if I was ever to have felt cherished, it would have been by him...