I started drinking because that was the thing to do big parties boys and booze it was happening! Then I found the drugs and that was the REAL cool thing to do! No one could smell the drugs like the booze you could get high and get away with it easier than being drunk. But then the drugs started to DO me which I didn't like so quit the drugs and went back to the drink because it was legal. fast forward a few years then pain sets in so.......I go to Dr. what happens pain meds to help the pain WRONG!!! Bad move...Now trying to get off the pain meds and live with nothing and have no living skills. My life, very interesting book, that I would not want to live all though I have with very little training. Oh Well, guess I have to play the hand I was dealt.