Jazzy

I also worry about e-mailing T too much, but it doesn't seem like you are. You need to keep that connection while you feel like this. Maybe you could discuss with T how often it is ok to e-mail but T seems happy for you to use it as an outlet.

As for music, I have difficulty talking and I shared 2 songs with my T, I told her in an e-mail I wanted to and with a lot of encouragement I did. I took my Ipod and portable speaker and she was really glad I'd shared my feelings that way. If you're worried about someone overhearing maybe you could send her the lyrics or a link to the song via e-mail? you can do this