....very cool madisgram!

escaping from myself was my top choice....every time.

it still nudges me with the false promises that it's actually possible?

and the illusion is a convincing one...that the 'out of it' me....the wasted new and improved me, is the better me, the identity I must cultivate.
but thats mainly because that one just doesn't give a damn!....

and that I achieved that state of existence so profoundly? ...then not only do the products used to get me there appear trustworthy....but my decision to indulge in them must simply be a marvelous one!

....but that 'out of it' me....that person is just another version of me with virtually all the good bits filtered out...and in-fact my inner eyeball is about a bee's whisker away from my darkest soul at that stage of the game....so there is definitely no escaping.

like you say....gotta spot the signals...somethin' aint right in the blueprints!......so I guess I better get used to my glitches.