Therapist gives me a chapter on Bipolar- Dealing with Suicidal thoughts and feelings- after a few bad weeks and a really simi-bad session to which I opened up a lot to her..

Next session I have- Therapist does not want to see me any more.

Yeah- I am still upset about it (wrote some where else) and I re-found the packet she gave me today (I had read it and done the work sheets before our last session by the way)- I think this is one of the worse support in my life- and worse yet she pulled what others have done to me-- open up, and she used things against me in different context.... why don't people like me i think some times when I think of the few that have done this and now a therapist on top of it all.