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Originally Posted by jazzy123456
why does it feel good to tell my therapist things I know are wrong?
I feel puzzled because I don't see things how my therapists sees them
but, even if she's mad at the fact I'm not really mad at myself for it,
I just want to tell her more...
anyway,
I drink from time to time
but, told her one stressful night I decided to get high with my friends
on top of drinking.
is this so bad? it felt great. i liked experiencing both.
My T claimed I was just trying to escape feelings but,
I politely ignored that response and continued talking
about how fun it was...
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...this reminds me of a relationship...(as an example), like when I meet someone that just knocks me off my feet!
they make me feel great...I can't find a thing wrong with them.
I will do and say anything only wonderful about them....I am blinded by the thrill of having them in my life!
seems to me you are in a 'honeymoon' phase of using?
I'm not gonna tell you if it's good or bad....only you can determine that.
...they don't call them 'recreational' drugs for no reason!....and yet there is another
very dark
and terrible
reality....
when this special friend thats been so good?...begins to turn real ugly and takes away everything that matters....and maybe even has death on it's mind.
be safe....be smart...
