I think about trying to find another job and I think that I don't want to attempt to do that. I don't want to be rejected again. I think I would rather go be homeless. I can't imagine even being interested in trying to do anything again. Maybe if I could go work in a sheltered workshop - like Goodwill. Anyway, my rent for March is available. I hate to leave my apartment. I must put out the trash now. I have to make myself.