Hang in there BluMyst. I remember being daunted by jobs and study, but there can actually be fun parts of both! When I studied, after a while, there are so many people around that I eventually found some people I got on with really well, much better than at school, so that was a big bonus. And in the world of work, if you spend some time looking at your personality type and what you enjoy doing, and then try a few things, you may be able to worm your way into a job that you enjoy. There is a chinese saying somewhere, "If you do what you enjoy, you never have to work another day in your life". Good luck with it all!