T

why dont you understand me? You told me not to focus on the bad feelings I get..you think its really that easy? When you said that...I felt so alone...like you really couldnt understand me...How can you understand something you dont go through?
I felt like I was crazy and disgusting....like you see me as this *messed up patient*

This place is so lonely....everybody is so normal and happy outside my window...and my insides are crumbling...and I have to wait a whole week to see you again...

Is this what my life is...looking foward to just. T? I have nothing else