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Originally Posted by LolaCabanna
That's what I'm saying, maybe it was all me... What if she wasn't mean , what if she was trying to help me and I made it difficult and perceived her as mean? My bio mother was very mean, it's possible right? I'm driving myself insane... And it's a short trip!
I can eat crow like the best of them, and somehow I imagine the begging to be more heartfelt , the pleas from the tortured main character in an after school special, not ugly...lol
I'm really begging for a mother... I know I shouldn't do it, but at night when I'm sitting with "it", little me misses her or anyone other then us.
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I get it - i'm a beggar too - one of the hardest things I ever admitted to this T. But there IS a difference between begging and asking. Asking is between equals, it's reciprocal - begging, you already admit you're the underdog, she's one-up, ALWAYS. What's that about? This is what I hear in MKAC saying she's gross and her T saying no, she's the opposite of gross. It's like you were saying you were NOT gross, but your T (and my mother!) says we are! We don't need that!