Ugh, I am confused right now. Thank you all for the responses. It does help.

Granite, maybe that's it. T has said several times we will "take it slow." So maybe she is keeping it light for that reason. Sunrise, yes, it is hard for me to talk in therapy. But all the questions is just, yuck. Feels like we are following T's agenda and not what I need.

I really want to call T. Just to know she is there. She feels do far away and disconnected, somehow.