I just sent the article link to my T and told her it interests me and upsets me and that I want to discuss it with her in my session. Knowing that it's what I do, how I relate to her, makes it seem like how I feel about her isn't genuine. But is IS! I said that in my email. I don't want our relationship to be all about transference. It bothers me that I thought my other 4 Ts were special too!! I told her that too. I really have to talk this all out with her!