I am ashamed to talk about this very much. I never talk about it with someone but I need advice.I am virgin and afraid of doing 'it' much.I was ready in 15-17.but now I can't let someone touch me....too big to be afraid right?I am not afraid of pain which is natural I mean when smth in my organism causes me pain by its own but when someone causes a pain it is really hard for me.or maybe the problem isn't that .maybe it has menthal reason.
I wanna understand myself.