granite, I was smiling all through the time I was reading your post!!! What a great session! I could tell how calm you were, and how comfortable you felt with your T. That's so wonderful! I've got to put in those icons right here! I actually think that your T may always have had a nice, smiling face but you didn't see it as such. Yes, I think she will be just as nice, caring, and compassionate when you talk about your past.