I have been doing pretty good lately, until the last few days.

I am really scared I am going to crash hard. I am having problems in real life, that I am scared to post about, have no one to talk to about without consequence, and there is just no simple fix, or answers in sight, and I am feeling really confused. If I had a T I could talk to for this I would. It isn't really an option at this time.

So the most important thing to me at the moment is not crashing. The only way I have been keeping my head up at all, is to try and not think, this isn't working of coarse. I have never been good at swimming through highly stressful situations.

Are any of you good compartmentalizer's ? This is the only thing I can think of right now to get me through. Or is that even the right term? What I think I need to do is find a way to put this "stuff" somewhere until I am able to deal with it. I really don't know how.

I am the only person who is even aware of a problem, so time is not an issue. I have plenty of time, but I can't afford to be railroaded with depression right now. My usual tools for depression are not working that good, because this situation is not going to be fixed anytime soon.