So, I sit here, and I am finally posting something about myself... I have a severe social disorder, severe depression, you know the works...

So, i get in a social environment and I am a wreck...
Actually I am not quite sure what to say right here, but I do know I am upset, and I think it is the fact that I get really attached to people when we were just supposed to be friends.... So what? We don't go any further than friends, this shouldn't stop my life.... This shouldn't ruin every other friendship....

I am just becoming more dangerous with each passing day, I stopped self abuse about 2 years ago, but now I am experimenting with alcohol and my meds are not meant to be mixed with them... I have just been having a drink here and there, but I am afraid I am going to make a mistake....

-Brandon