never got to go to the doc the other day.

Gonna go tuesday, i forgot its a holiday tomorrow so I cant get meds till then.

Still not sleeping. Blah. I TRY to sleep. but I wake up every half hour and It doesnt even feel like im sleeping.

Coming off the effexor? That makes me Reeeeeeeealy nervous because its been the only thing that has calmed my once a day or more severe panic attacks. Because I also have a mild heart condition(not dangerous, just bothersome - I got PVC's and Tachycardia. Ive always had panic but the heart condition appeared last year.)and Panic triggers it, they put me on the Effexor XR to help me deal with the panic so that I can deal with the heart when it happens easier.

Right before I went on it I was triggering attacks of PVCs WITH panic WITH tachy and was in the hospital via ambulance 5 times in a month.

Scary stuff to think if I have to come off it. I havent had a hospital bad attack since they had me on a short course of heart meds and the effexor seems to balance me out so Im not constantly panicking... about panicking...etc etc

I am afraid if i come off it and have another hospital bad attack, its going to destroy all the progress I have made in getting better.