yup. I knew I shouldn't have trusted you. now you're leaving me. I can't deal with trusting another T. it was so ****ing hard to trust you I'm not going to be able to trust someone else.

everything is falling apart.

you saw me at my most vulnerable today. but you leaving me has just tipped me right off the edge. I donor remember the last time if ever I was that out of control in front of someone. it was kind of a panic attack but not really. it was just me falling apart I guess.

I don't know what I'm going to do but I just can't take this anymore.