Whenever my T ends a session ....she says Please contact me if u need to..if u need another session..if you need to email I will check it as soon as I can..

But I dont...I only emailed her once ..and I only called her when I was just completely falling apart and was having some serious *sui* thoughts.
I WANT to email her a lot....she says its ok..
but I dont mainly because I try to toughen up and survive the week...and I dont want her to get sick of me..and I dont want her to know how friggin needy I am.

But..I could if I wanted to....which is nice... but I usually dont.