Rogue - you might want to check out www.nami.org which is an organization here in the US that can help you find some resources that are affordable or free. It's a great organization and they are one of the only ones that have been really helpful to me when I didn't know where to turn. I was in crisis then and they calmed me down and took care of Everything! Sometimes county programs are sliding scale too. Please see someone, no one should ever try and go it alone. That's why we're here