If I haven't been supportive enough, if I haven't picked up on people's needs for support, if I've been too self absorbed.

I originally came to PC to feel not so alone and start to feel better. It worked, but I've chosen to stick around even though support isn't what I need at the moment. Maybe that sends the wrong signal - that since I need support I'm just as capable of offering it. Or that since I don't need support, I have more energy to put into paying back the support I got when I needed it.

Some people are naturals at giving support, of knowing just what to say or do at the right time. I'm not one of those people, and it bothers some.

I've been quiet lately. I have to focus on my job. I can't be in here keeping up with everyone's trials in the hopes that I'll suddenly be able to come up with the magic answer, because I know that's not something I'm capable of. I don't want to feel bad that I'm not a good enough supporter, and right now I do....feel bad. Kind of defeats the purpose of the site.