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Old Mar 01, 2012, 08:20 PM
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My fingers are bleeding all over the place. I can't stop subconsciously chewing on them so I'm wearing gloves. I can't stop picking off scabs everywhere on my body.

I get taken advantage of because I clean and I don't have a job. I can't do everyone's dishes. It overwhelms me. But I have to. I won't be able to leave it there for much longer. I even put it in the sink to soak for you.

I can't stop finding imperfections on my face.

This new medication is bull. I feel like my symptoms are worse than ever.

Can't even turn the oven off the right way, have to go all the way around.

Can't sleep because the texture of the blanket is all wrong.

I just want to be better...now? readysetgo.
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