HI and welcome

I guess from my point of view you don't joke about such things. You don't say you killed someone or especially saying would you like to see where we buried the bodies. Alarm bells!! Run run run and call the police. You could have been their next victim! Do you see a therapist? If we dont' confront our own maladjustment, then we attract people of the same maladjustment. I'm not saying your a killer but for example you may have self esteem issues where you feel you can't be around good people for example. I don't know but you can explore stuff with a therapist. Food for thought.