Hi ... I just read your post... and I have to say ... same... I too believe I have Aspergers Syndrome... All my life i have been socially a misfit as I seen it... i can't deal with people... My life has been a litany of disasters... anxiety depression... obsessive behavior have dogged me... I am a loner and feel "safe" in my own space and shun social contact... Im akward and feel "different",,, I started to read about Aspergers because my Sis has 2 kids with severe Autism... I identified with her kids... I took the online test and scored 37... I guess all Im saying is... I feel im "home" /cry reading posts in here is like reading my life story... even my fasination with numbers and maths... This is the first time in my life i have felt that Im not a depressive freak... I was badly bullied at school and this pattern has continued right up to the present day... I can't deal with people... I can't deal with change ... it takes me a long time to adjust .. Sorry all this is coming out fast and Im not sure if im making any sense but I see myself here and I too am going to my GP to see if I can be at least diagose properly... I have above average intelligance but socially im akward and feel a misfit...