I am in a 4 month relationship and he was pretty up front about his past and how he had been battling depression. I knew he was taking anti-depressents and talking to a therapist 2x week. In January he quit his job saying he wanted to go back to school to become an Occupational Therapist (which is what I am), he started one of his prerequisites but failed the first test. This along with not having a job which puts him with also money issues has increased his depression. He told me a few weeks ago he had stopped his meds, and I told him the consequences could be but he didnt want to hear it and just would tell me its his business and he is tired of being on them. I would ask how he was but he would say fine, told me his class was going good. Lying to me about everything. I didnt see anything coming. Yesterday he dropped me off at work then I get a call from his mom that his therapist made him go to the hospital. He is having suicidal thoughts and says I deserve someone better. I dont know what to do. He wont let me talk to him or go see him. I love him so much. I havent told nay of my family ro friends about this. I dont want them to know. Not yet. I need advice. Here I am an Occupational therapist with some educational/profession experience background with depression but I dont know how to be there for him.