Just writing to get some things out. I just saw my T yesterday, but i miss her today. I don't even know what I'd say. I just want to see her and be with her. I don't even know why I like it so much. I've got to tell her this - I've got that planned for next session. So scared she'll back off on sessions due to it. I asked her about contact between sessions and it sounds like she's pretty much off limits. She wasn't really direct about it, though. It's hard for me to be with anyone else because I'm just wanting to be with her. I know logically I have to stop thinking like this. I'm already sad about the potential of ending therapy with her and I just started - but there will be an end. I wish I could talk to her right now and hear her voice. The wait between sessions seems forever. I live for that hour. I know this is something in my deep psyche because I don't know her, but I am sooo connecting with her and find her very attractive. She has a FB page and I look at her picture every day. Hope there is no way to tell that. Anyway, I just needed to write as an outlet to cope with it instead of doing something inappropriate or harmful.