Dear t,

I know we're not seeing each other but I really really want to text you and talk to you. I'm falling appart, on a bus that I still have to stay on for another 4 hours. I don know how much longer I can not cry and I only have a limited supply of tea and it's going fast. And when I get there I have a further 3 days of putting on a face. I'm so scared someone's going to notice and say something. I wish I was with you in your office just talking. Hell I'd even be okay with crying like this infront of you.