Agh!!!

I know I'm young to talk about this, but, I KEEP ON HAVING PICTURES OF SEX IN MY MIND...

It's either me with a type of "crush" (I'm Asexual by the way, and I have a crush on European Russian men ), or it's of my character for a fanfiction that I write. Both of those characters are Russian too!!!

I keeps on getting in my mind everyday, and it's literally taunting me.

However, the Voices told me that I'll die if I have sex, and that Russian men are hard to please, so they will probably frown upon me.

I'm only a teen girl in highschool! Why do I think this way.

...By the way, I'm back!!!