Quote:
Originally Posted by Jahda
Hi all, I'm an old member who has been gone for a long time so i guess that makes me a new member again? i registered as Jahda but lately I go by the name Adria - seemed to make more sense to use my original account than start up all over again just for the name change? But mabye it would be easier in the long run?
But my problem is i am losing my therapist whom I have been working with for over a decade on DID and C-PTSD and now he is just up and moving and says we can have no contact. I'm going insane. I have been crying non-stop ever since I heard the news. I just can't stop!!
He was the very first person in my life who I allowed myself to open up to completely considering how severely I was abused since infancy it's shocking I ever allowed it to happen. But i took a chance, a risk in the hopes of healing, and now I pay the price. I thought this time would be different, I need him to continue our work together or at the very least to be my friend - still have contact ... And he says it's all over for good. Permanently as he won't be here.
Has anyone else been through this at this degree and do you have any tips or suggestions? I called around for a new therapist but the answer was the same - "NO new patients"... Thanks so much for any thoughts or ideas  |
Oh, i am so sorry! No contact?! Guess that's his thing, but I can imagine how that must have made you feel!
Opening up and trusting is so hard, and then when this happens, it feels like all we did was in vain!
I had an issue like yours 2 years ago, with a lady who told me she "could deal with my issues" and then she disappeared when she knew I was really hurting and after she had set some boundaries that I WAS following and told me I "could email her anytime" (then blocked her email without telling me, or telling me why)
I spent that evening at the beach, wanting to end myself (back in 2010).
But I am still here.
You will be okay.
Billi