T says that I'm not trying anything that she suggests. I don't mean to. Just, it's hard. And she asks me all the time 'Why do you come here?' I know she's not being mean...she genuinly wants to know why I'm going if I won't try anything she suggests.And she tells me that she doesn't want me wasting my time or my money if I don't plan on changing. I just don't think she understands sometimes. She is one of the most wonderful people I have ever known. Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting her time. Maybe it's because she is someone who was in my life already. I don't know. I'm just really confused.